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its been a long time. a lot hasn't changed sorta. im still at ccp but 1 more year to go. ill be done in may of '09. im still with randy <3. i love him a lot. he means the world to me. almost 4 years. he moved out to indiana but ill be out there with him after i graduate from ccp. i cant wait so we can start our life together. well ill try to write in this more
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| Bad day at work |
[08 Dec 2006|10:22am] |
Saturday- I woke up and started working on my English paper that is due Monday, and I havent started yet. Its an easy part because its mostly what I think and stuff. I thought I was going to see Randy today before he went to work but that never happened. Around 2:10, I left for work. Work was fine, except that my one finger went through the glove. My first thought was oh shit. I left around 11:15, my dad was like 'you wanna drive' I said sure. So I drove home. The whole time he was like 'your going too slow'. I was kept telling him that its the speed limit. But he insisted on me 'keeping up with the flow of traffic'. And thats why I keep telling him that I will never drive with him. When I got home, I kept working on my English paper for about another hour or so. Randy called my around 1-1:30, but I dont remember picking up the phone. Haha.
Sunday (Today)- I wanted to wake up at 8, so I set my alarm for 8, but when it went off, I shut it off. But I did have another alarm set for 9 to remind me to take my pill, so when that went off, I did wake up. I went downstairs to see if anyone was home, but no one was. So then I started on my english paper. Thats the only reason why Im writing, because Im on the computer typing up my paper. Hopefully I will get to see Randy today, because he wants me to give him some money. When I get my next pay check, I need to use $35 of it for my phone bill, $60 of it to put away for nursing, and $20 away for the warped tour.
So thats my weekend so far. Nothing really is happening.
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[06 Dec 2006|08:32pm] |
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Ok, I know its been a while, but things happen. I will probably get a new username and stuff so I can start over but we well see. I guess I'll start off with what I ended with. I was still in high school, but I graduated in June of 2006. I'm currently in college (Community College of Philadelphia), on a full scholarship (go me!!). I found out, about a month or so ago, that I got into the college's nursing program. It is one of the hardest to get into in Philadelphia. Other then that, school is fine.
Friends...oh where to start. Me and Amber used to be sorta close, now we really hardly ever talk. I mean I mostly study and every other weekend I have work. She also works, but I dont know whatever. I tried to chill with her a few times but things fell through so Im not even worried about it cause she sure isnt. Um Kelly has moved to N.J. again and we hardly talk. But we will be together soon. Liz, met her throug Kelly, she goes to CCP, haha she's a nut love her. Rachel met her through the scholarship love her too.
Love...yes, I am still dating my on true love, Randy. Its been 2 years and 5 months. Of course we had our ups and downs, but things are going great, I love him tons. He is the only person that can make me happy, then mad, and then happy, all in about 2 seconds.
Job...yes, I still work at Fox Chase. Its been a year and 5 months. During school, I only work everyother weekend because its really hard to work during the week and maintain a 3.0 GPA. I know some people can do it but I cant.
Family...still living with them. Hopefully by the time Im 22 I can move out and get my own place. Cant wait.
Other stuff...well my depression. Ive been okay lately. I havent been on the prozac for about a year/ year and a half. I feel better not being on it. But it is still s strugel every day to not want to cut or just cry or just sleep all day. The one thing that gets me mad is when Randy says that all I do is ever sleep, well thats because Im depressed and thats what depressed people do.
Hm I was going to write other than that nothing has changed. But looking back on my livejournal and other peoples livejournals, and a lot really has changed. It scares me to think whats going to change in the next 2 years. But whatever the change is, I know that there will always be one person at my side. I love you baby, always and forever.
<3
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[02 Mar 2006|06:33pm] |
This week so far has been s exausting. I've been working my ass off. Im really tired. Thank god tomorrow is Friday. Saturday I have to spend my day with a bunch of girls for a wedding shower, EW! So I might not get to see Randy until Sunday.
I need to do some nursing homework. Big project due Monday yay!
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[19 Feb 2006|06:30pm] |
4 day weekend this weekend. I worked until 5 Friday. Saturday, Randy's mom picked me up around 10. I went down his house for the day. Sunday [today],I woke up thinking that I was going to go to Randy's house. But around 6pm, he called me to tell me that something was wrong with his moms car so we couldnt go to the movies. So now Im waiting for Randy to call me back after he gets done eating dinner and going to K-Mart. We have a bet going. He thinks that he will be done eating and make it home from K-Mart before 8:15. I say he wont. The loser gives the winner a dollar. I know loserish but suck it.
Tomorrow, I have off from school + work. I was gonna take the bus down to Randy's but I would have to take it home and I really don't want to do that. And I know he's pissed off but oh well.
Oh and this Friday, I think me and my mom are either going to pay off some of my prom dress or the whole thing. Probably some.
Im off to be gay.
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[21 Jan 2006|09:03pm] |
I had a really great day, other then my waking up at 7AM thinking me, Randy, and Nathan were going to go to FDR. Well Randy called me around 8AM telling me that we weren't going to FDR because it was gonna rain. I told you Randy it probably would, dumbass. Well his mom picked me up a little after 8. We went to get gas and Wawa. Long day, but we al hung out until Randy's mom had to take Nathan home around 12. I didnt go home til 7ish. I really dont feel like typing out the day because Randy is the only one who reads this and he should know what happened today.
Tomorrow Im gonna go over Randy's house again. YAY too bad we can't make out. Oh well.
Now fuck off.
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[20 Jan 2006|08:52pm] |
I really don't feel like coming up with a subject. Today I fuckin had it with people. Ya Im PMSing but dude when I ask you to stop, please do it. Dont be a smartass and keep doing it. ITS NOT FUNNY!
So I worked 2 full weeks of work. Hopefully I will get paid good because I need to money for prom. I know its in May, but I need to save up now. I don't know what kind of dress I want yet. But Ill tell you this, Im going all out for prom this year.
Okay, I have to go cause ya Im not in the mood. I just want to scream at someone!! GRR periods.
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[16 Jan 2006|07:13pm] |
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Today, no school! YAY. I mostly slept. I wasnt feeling good. I tried to do some homework. I got some of it done in like 3 hours. I would read, then watch TV, sleep. I talked to Randy for a little. His birthday is coming up[JANUARY18th]. I gave him $100 yesterday and he spent it all on skateboarding stuff. Well, on to the rest of my homework, and a shower and talking to Randy. <3
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[15 Jan 2006|08:03pm] |
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I try and be someones friend, but in return they want nothing. Whatever be like that. IM DONE!
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[15 Jan 2006|05:42pm] |
I usually hate Sunday's, but since I have off tomorrow, then I dont.
So today Randy's mom came over and picked me up. We went to Home Depot to get some paint stuff so we could paint. We all painted for a little. Randy thought I was the wall. So we stopped after a little, and Randy's mom and David kept painting. Me and Randy went upstairs to watch a movie. His friend Steve came over. They took me home around 5. But we had to stop at Wawa, so I could take $120 out of my account. $100 for Randy for his birthday[JANUARY18th]. And $20 for me cause I might need it. I just got done eating dinner[yummie]. Ill probably stay on-line for a little. Then maybe watch a movie. I dunno yet. Tomorrow Ill do my homework thats due Tuesday. But other then that, my weekend is over!
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[13 Jan 2006|07:51pm] |
So I havent posted in a while, and I dont use my journal I keep under my bed. But Ill tell you whats been going on.
School - I got 2nd honors, would of got first but I missed it by 2 points because of nursing. It was like that for a couple of other students. We have a major nursing project due and I dont have power point to do it on. Today[friday13th] we had our Nursing Assistant Pinning Ceremony. It got us out of all our classes. Well our parents, my one emplyoee from my job, all 12th grade students, and the nursing classes were there. But our one teacher who tought us 2 years of nursing couldnt be there[<3]. Well we got a gift from her[Mrs.Waters&Mrs.Blaney]. Its a photo frame with this one poem we wanted to read but couldnt:
THE STUDENT NURSE PRAYER:
Lord, I know we got through this everyday,
but please give me the knowledge as to why
I really wanted to go to nursing school.
Lord, give me the strength to make it
through those long three hour lectures
without falling asleep.
Lord, please give me the patience to make it
through the three hour clinicals with
instructors that can't give you the anser
you are looking for.
Lord, give me the endurance to read all the
assigned readings and be able to remember
it when I am taking a test with four right
answers.
Lord, give my family and friends the
ability to realize I really live on the edge of
insanity.
Finally Lord, give me the vision to see tht
one day I will be a real nurse and I will
never have to wear this ugly uniform again.
Home - It hasnt been so bad. Not a lot of yelling has been going on. Havent really felt depressed a lot this week. I still get my times when I do.
Randy - I only got to talk to him for a little tonight :[ I miss him a lot. I miss his smile, the way he is always fixing his hair like a girl, the way he looks at me, the loser-ish way he walks. Okay, so I miss him A LOT! Hopefully I will get to see him tomorrow[saturday].
Anyways, I will try my best to write in this whenever I can. No one reads it anyways so.
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[27 Dec 2005|07:09pm] |
I know your the only one that reads this, and I could care less. I just wanted to tell you that I love you. I was thinking about you all day. Randy, your the love of my life. I don't know what I would do without you. I love you tons!
Kristine
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| i fuckin hate christmas |
[26 Dec 2005|04:14pm] |
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As soon as I found out that I was getting an MP3 player for Christmas, I couldn't wait. Well that big day came to open up my gifts. I got to the MP3 player, and I opened it up and took it out. Well little did I know, I FUCKIN NEEDED WINDOWS XP TO USE IT! So there goes my MP3 player. The only gift I wanted, and I would be happy with, I couldn't use. I FUCKIN HATE CHRISTMAS.
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[10 Nov 2005|06:24pm] |
Today - School was fine. In the morning, I couldnt get my locker open like I always cant, but this time was different. It wouldnt open for no one. So they got a crow [sp?] bar to try and get it open. It took 2 teachers 30 minutes. I got a new locker which is now on the 1st floor not the 3rd. Thank god. Math we did nothing, joy! History we watched a movie. I tried to do the project that I didnt get done. Instead of Theology, we had Music. In Music, we had a test. The test was like 10 questions long wtf? English, Mr. Hillman is getting on my nerves. I asked him what do I do about my vocab test I didnt take, and he said "Well I know I said this before [which he didnt] that you take it the next morning in homeroom, or you get a 60." Im about to take the 60. Which leaves my average to a 88. Not bad. Nursing, well Britt drove us to Fox Chase. We got lunch before we worked at 1. We all got done at 5. Britt drove me to Cottman Ave. and Castor. Then I saw Sam and her mom. Her mom drove me home, which is so nice of her. <3 Right now, Im doing English homework I missed, and just on-line. I think the only person who reads this is Randy. Oh well I love you hunnie!
Ill write whenever I can!
Kristine
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[08 Nov 2005|05:39pm] |
Work&School - Today was my first day at work at Fox Chase Cancer Center. It's already hard emotionaly. I worked from 7-3. Francina, Britt, and Sam went too. Me and Francina are right across from each other. Im on 1 central. Tomorrow, we go to school, then leave and get some lunch at 11:30, and then work from 1-5. Which isn't too bad. But I just don't know how Ill do both school and working. I already put in my 2 week notice at Wawa. Mary said that she will hire Amber after she turns 18, which is in December. But I can't work 7 days a week and go to school and be a kid at the same time. Im only 17 and I should be having 2 jobs. Thank god my parents agree with me about quiting Wawa. They told me when I took the job at Wawa that I could handle 2 jobs and school. FUCK NO! I don't even know if I can handle 1 job and school. Well I guess we will have to wait and see.
Love life - Me and Randy are doing fine. I don't know if we're going to hang out this weekend, since I still work at Wawa, and I know Im going to be really tired. We will talk tonight about it. I called him after I got home from work. We talked for about 15 minutes, because he wanted to skate so he didn't have to help David with his homework. I don't know how me and him will work things out with me working after school and all. I usually go to his house on Friday's right after school, and now I can't do that anymore. I'll probably get to see him on the weekends after Im done at Wawa. Ill finally get to sleep past 6 for once. Its been so long since I could do that. Gosh, I cant believe that its been one year yesterday that we first started going out. I remember where and how he did it. It took him a couple months to tell me that Rikki and his brother really werent where they were. He just wanted to ask me out and be alone. He didn't want to tell me that because he thought I would get mad. I actually found it to be cute. Oh and speaking of Rikki, he still thinks that he should be the one dating me.
Other - Thats about all for now. Ill try and update this the best I can.
Kristine
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[25 Oct 2005|08:24pm] |
Ya today is Tuesday. I have off from school tomorrow. Yayness. But I have to clean my room, and study for 3 test. I missed 2 today - math and theology [religion]. Lately I haven't been really depressed which is a plus for me. But I have been PMSing. Me and Randy are fine. I got to see him Friday night, and Sunday. My hours for Wawa have been cut. Ive been working from 6am until 11am. Not even worth it. But I need the money for me and Randy's one year ann. We're gonna go out on November 5th to the mall. Hes gonna get his gift, Im gonna get him a hoodie either at Pacsun or Hot topic. Then were gonna go to the movies, and see what, I dont know. Then were gonna go to dinner. I can't wait!
Now SEPTA might strike, which means I need to find a way to school and to Fox Chase because if I dont go to school then I dont go to work and they could fire me. Im fucked all because SEPTA wants more freakin money.
Well, Im gonna go. Ill try and write back when I can.
Kristine loves Randy
11.o7.o4
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[18 Oct 2005|05:08pm] |
I got the co-op job at Fox Chase Cancer Center! Yayness for me.
Kristine
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